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Purgatory

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My heart intertwined with a sheer fate, repenting for its sins and looking for expectations, is now vague and forgotten. A dream I had for granted is now deeply submerged within the depression I sank in. If suffering for beauty were as beautiful as your canvas, I'd have fallen for the moon and kissed you in my own grave. Artwork borrowed from: 無題 | gonya #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/72128546

Mourning of Flowers

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Unveiling, breaking just like your burning gravure. Deafening, shattering just like shards of the past. In the mourning of stars and in the glimpse of the sun, there were those burning prayers. Elegies I wrote in your name are now crying, lost in the wind, dwindling like your burning frame. Artwork borrowed from: ホタルと | saya #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/78941956

Silent

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My heart that lachrymosely bonded for the scars inside your eyes is vigorously drawn to crumble within the pond of my wretched longings where the scent of flowers foretold our demise. The paradise of dreams expelled my name so you could caress your own reflection as I silently rippled through my strains. Our fate engulfed itself in tears swirling away from your sung lullabies which kept vigil of my prayers. Artwork borrowed from: 六花の琴 | ぷちでびる #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/8390761

As The Blooming Stars

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My heart, I thought lost and empty, is now shattering and crying, as the mourning of life stirs me. The memories we share are breaking me inside, leaving me with nothing but a past I long for. I wish I could lift your pain but there's nothing I can do if not pray for your healing. The truth I'm denying is swaying in my tears drying with my vague heart. The promise I swore you is the last oath I'll burn in this lifelong journey. Art borrowed from: 幸せを願う | furi / ふーり #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/91095673 Info: My grandmother's cancer has appeared again, the treatments might be too much for her, and she has not been feeling good since the beginning of this year, and I'm afraid she might die, I'm afraid of losing another loved one to cancer, and a loved one I mostly cherish since she has been practically like a mother to me.