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• All of My Misery  • I'll drag this coffin so when the day comes I may lie for my eternal rest. I see death everywhere gripping at me it daunts me for long as I can remember and I'm done running from my own ghosts. I kiss my hopes goodbye,  so please cover my eyes,  pay me a bribe to the dead,  be misery my antagonic alibi. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ • Colère  • I hope you're still out there  lost in the thin lines of your truth  raining tears of a milk-white dream. I'm grateful regret still haunts me,  so I can guard my memory of you,  how dreadfully it chokes me. Crush my skull against a wall  so I can be whole again  and my shadow's set free. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ • Catharsis  • Only when you abandon yourself can you meet god's real face affixed with a death sentence thrown out of grace at your feet. So pull the string and toss me away to the wolves for death is the token you bring. A trial until I draw my last breath so all...

- ℜ𝔦𝔱𝔲𝔞𝔩 - A geada enche-me de saudade, o seu silêncio abate-me de memórias onde súplicas são descarnadas de santidade. Galhos que atencham a minha carne, libido que, a mim, alimentas com dor, cuspo que blasfema em escarne. Destarte tua núa imponência, sóbrias indulgências tu narcisas na tua impetuosa tribulação. ══════•⊱✦⊰•═════ - 𝔖𝔞𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔬𝔰 - Have I yet given up? For the struggle is unbearable. Have I yet to lay down my soul? For truth is hurled in a foul display. I take heed in the greed of man I yield for their foremost sacrifice doom and lament is our dictatorship. Too obscure is this sinister journey  grotesquely condescending into the unknown,  crushing our piercing hearts in its darkest pits. I cry out for all this weight to consume the world for how I wish chaos to take it all over as to better days are no longer at our grasp, prayers are our curse, for no lord can save us. For we're all a buch of liars, rolling over our discoloured eyes ...

- ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔬𝔰𝔢 - My mind's bent and broken,  I instigate my dreary heart in struggle,  so all that's left of me may obliterate. I'm still waiting for the night to fall,  so my eyes may find its eternal glaze,  and that all beauty may turn to dust. I wander endlessly in this nightmare, violated into burying myself in an accursed disclosure.  Once I shift all this pain away, you'll embrace me,  bearing my feverish wicked desires. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ - ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔰𝔠𝔞𝔭𝔢 - Asleep in a dreamlike reality overshadowed by inadequacy disconnected from myself Anxiety's overlooked mind's rotten and dulled heart's lost and deceived I'm dead inside, empty, crawling over.  My dark circles suck the world within,  pulling in all the ugly I shoulder. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ - 𝔓𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢 𝔐𝔢 - I've kept on waiting for your comfort,  but I've come to sleep in the clouds,  away in a place you won't ever touch me again.  I held the knife aga...

"𝓦𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓢𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓸" Past aspirations wither in smoke, bashfully turning into mold that love I cherished to invoke. Empty words, silent in the night intoxicating me in my trance, spacing out in the void of delight. White dreams melt soothingly as I kiss the tears you shed for delusions you took for granted. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ "𝓝𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓔𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰" I'm the remnants of your memories, an empty vessel in humble silence bouncing on its own despondencies. The colliding stars are still shining in an unrecognizable landscape, whereas you beautifully prevail, glittering. An overplayed voice hums through my dead heart, shackles of my screaming linger helplessly in this never-ending disclosing retort. In an exasperated answer I weep, I've let go of all the sorrow I desperately longed to submerge in my sleep. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ "𝓖𝓸𝓷𝓮" "Wow, it's been over a year since the pain has gone. I barely remember the past days, I'm just livi...

"A Whisper Away" I'm grieving your voice, but my heart's already dead in the lull of your embrace. As I breathe, I'm being erased craving the eternity you found speechless as I stood in misery. Harvesting your beauty, I tumbled profoundly into the abyss where my scars sear your tears. 21/10/21 ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ " Frail Truth " A life blossomed in lies, always wrong in its ways chasing you in faint tears. Within my hollow oath there were all your prayers dulling for futile dreams shattered within our loath. Now I'm this nothingness spat in your ugliness where I cry out speechless. 03/11/21 ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ " Mental Pain " Breathing through frustrations bubbling at each sunrise, I can't pierce these dull illusions. Cursing my flesh with wounds, I reject any hope as I crush over bonds. Passionately, I smear your lips digging them in my depravity,   as I asunder them in my weeps. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ " At The End of The World " Look...