Hateful Indifference

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While you are still running away from reality
I'm here screaming for freedom
But yet you prefer to chew off your pains
As always you're useless, scum
Crying won't change anything
Stop seeking for someones rightness
You fucking piss me off, asshole
Cutting yourself, how could you be so stupid?
You disgust me, your pessimism and nihilism, suck it all up
If I could I would ask you to wake up and face reality as it is
Your wormness is drowning what's most cheerful for me
You do not give me pity
Forgotten into nowhere, is where you must lie
I'll move on even broken, because life is still worth living

Drunk day after day, are you apathetic
Your pathetic behaviour will forever ashame me
How could you fall in failure
I'll kick your ribs and spit in your face, useless rat
Letargic to the truth, hate won't realese you from yourself
Monochromatic vision, anything will shine in your cold heart
Do not avoid who you really are, it will only hurt you even more

Raping your feelings does it feel good, you worthless masochist?
Shredding your beloved ones feelings, are you already satisfied?
Wasting time, what were my sacrifices for?
You're garbage losing hope
Your soul's empty as ice
No, we both can't escape from our past mistakes
Can't you understand?
You're responsible for the reality you create
You comitted the biggest sin which is ingratitude
Towards your mirage, the shaft of bitterness stabs your heart
You're bounded to be stuck into this eternal return
To suffer deceptions of rage and dellusions of inferiority
What you felt and thought does not matter anymore, you can die now
Indifferent to everyones pain
Decadence shall be your reward and my forgiveness

11/05/19
01:50

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