You and My Beautiful World II

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Blue skies upon my mind
Memories start to vanish and to sparkle from my chest
I'm strugling to remember the words you've left me
In the last letter you've written me
My eyes try to look a step ahead
But only a fog is there for me to embrace
And now I'm trapped in my own disgrace
Enduring the end of summer
Autumn comes leaving me only with shapes of you

Even so, I'm here standing by your side
But my voice won't come out
Only spiders come out as I try to tell you
Feelings that are somewhere else
Can't you notice the ghost of puppets I've become

Your breath tingles in my neck and I freeze
As I cry, why won´t you release me from my loneliness
I was always calling for your name
From the world of living, I try to tell the most warm feeling I nourish for you
Now it's time for me to end this illusion
I need to move forward, grow apart from you
Until we meet again in the world of dead


Artista: Ruuya(Pixiv/Deviantart)

20/06/2019
09:00


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