Last Wish

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I want you to be the one
To end my suffering
Because I'm always on the low
I want you to cherish me
I want you to be the one, the only one
For once I want you to look me in the eyes
As a pile of thoughts, I'm always off my way
I'm always off my way, I'm always so selfish
Does this matter? I want to live, I want to be happy
I want to smile and be by your side
Only then I could be drowned in a light happiness

Please, stay if you love me
Please, cry if you feel my pain
Please, smile if you're proud of me
Sorry, if I make you suffer sometimes

But even I deserve to live
Even I deserve to be happy
This rag deserves to be loved
I emerged from the pain I used to inflict on me
And came to realize that I want to be embraced
Because not even on the drugs I've found myself
Even if I'm never going to fit in this world
I am certain that I deserve to be loved
I might have wasted some years of my life
but now I've found my place, I won't run away anymore
It's you who I want to be lost for
Can such selfishness ever be accepted?
But this doesn't matter anymore, you're my everything
I want you to pour some peace in this heart of mine
I want to feel your sweet scent, as if it was a dream

Please, laugh if you're happy
Please, cry if you feel my sorrow
Please, scream if you feel me
Thank you, for being one of the reasons for me to accept myself

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