The Flower Of Utopia

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Today's a lie, my heart is far from sight.
This pain on my chest is hurting more and more.
Emotions somewhere else, never to be released!
Is the rain of my heart already settled?
Because lifting a finger is not even worth.
Will I a day reach hope and happiness?
Will I some day grow out of my wounds?
Looking around, only darkness is there for me!
Even if I try to lift a finger, it is not even worth.
This pain on my chest is becoming unbearable.
This state of mind is swallowing me to nevermore.
I have lost count of the days I've been sleeping.
The hunger to live have disappeared.
And the next strike seems pointless!
Everything seems so meaningless for now.
How I wish to devour you with my lies!
How I wish to embrace you in my lies!
And escape in a long trip, away from reality.
And sing to everyone's heart the sharpest melody.
A day I will vocalise to the sun to release me! 
Soon I'll be reaching Utopia itself.
Floating under the skies, To Paradise.

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