Remind

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The loud noise of these days
became overwhelming,
all the stress inflicted
on this body is now hurting.

It's 6AM, am I already high?
Hey, I'm not ready to accept
those facts for granted.
And the shooting pain,
I want to throw myself.

I heard your voice from afar,
the time is almost coming for me
to hold on to those days.
I'm not afraid,
but the withered flowers
are now blooming again
in an odd way.

And I became a rock,
my groggy heart is aching,
but tell me,
was it the best I could do?

Does breaking your words
with a fake anger
take it all away?

From now on,
let's stay still.

I don't believe in anything.
My heart is drying
within the rain drops of the sky.
These gloomy and grey days
are wavering to me
with a sad smile.

There's only two things
my heart can't take:
the words of farewell
and the love words.
Did I ever deserve it?

Let it all float away
for the time is coming for me
to say those words.
It's hurting, I can't forget.
I can't cry, I can't reach it.
All I feel is blank despair.

And to truly smile from my heart
sounds ridiculous.
To be authentic,
it sounds frustrating.

But my unchanging expression
wants to let these words
run away for once,
embrace this journey
and become a light
with an unshakable belief.

Everything I can recall
is now aching with an eerie feeling
of nostalgia burning bittersweetly
within the coming of winter.

Let's stand to what we can do for once,
move slowly to those lost memories.
I want to embrace them forever when time comes.

This song is dying
crying along my wishes.
The falling wind
is soon saying goodbye.

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