The Blue Flower Of Loneliness

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As far as my eyes can see,
your voice is still resounding
in the crumbling sunny sky.

My flawed heart
and its scent
spread far enough
that everything
is now evaporating.

Poisoned words
are transcribed
in the memory
of the broken days
where I'm still struggling
to raise and shine.

My loneliness
and my sickness
both are tied
to the hands of fate.

Throw away
the blue pearls
as the clock is ticking
until the leafs of time
are blown away
by the sands.

The gracious days
have slowly
begun to cry
with you
being further away.

The soft voice
of the wind
has whispered
with red tears
falling from
my eyes.

Maybe a day
everything
will disappear
with a trembling
and vague future
being shaken away,
dancing in despair.

I have already
forgotten the sorrow
from the vast
and watery tears
that have fallen
from your precious eyes.

Sinking deeply
in that dream of love
now forgotten,
taken from that
holy landscape,
is now where
I'll lie my soul
down forever.

image: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/86283810

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