Mulmeyun - ADHD Life

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Music by: Mulmeyun
Lyrics by: Detextor
Art by: Yuruze

Lyrics:
As a restless dream
Such is my mind

Once I'm burning
The eclosion here lies

For now this heart of mine
Takes me to neverland

The silence seems so distant
Echoes in despair

It always comes as an outburst
Like a crescendo inside me
That's getting louder and louder
And pushes me to my limits

(It)
Lies on the limits of my
Mind!

I look for the maze's exit
But there's only confusion
My head is now racing in thoughts
Still I find reason in you
I'm used to being leftover
Dissolving in my own past
And although this oath is now due
I'm thankful for life

(So)
Throw my madness
Into the depths of
Dreams!

Sinking and quivering with fear
My body freezes
To the point I can't move!

Will I collapse now?

I don't feel my limbs anymore
My head is spinning round and round

As a restless wind
Such is my mind

Won't ever sparkle
The true colors of life

These hands filled with sorrow
Won't
Ever
Feel
The heat of love!

I will forever be on a rush

Restless!
Leaping on dreams!

The answers
All seem so abstract to me


I look for the maze's exit
But there's only confusion
My head is now racing in thoughts
Still I find reason in you
I'm used to being leftover
Dissolving in my own past
But as long as I can hear you
My passion won't ever change

As giving up
Indeed is not like me

Streaming and Download:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdDTNBgRCRw&ab_channel=mulmeyun

https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm38093542

https://mulmeyun.bandcamp.com/album/adhd-life


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