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Life is a fleeting dream as snowflakes cover my tears and raindrops ruffle my visions. The train station is drawn by almond blossoms spilled with loneliness and a forgotten love. But, just like powder, my mind dissipates and everything repeats. Looking up for dust, such held delusions, without worth or fondness, I'm laughing at them. I don't believe in anything. Still, there is hope, even in this empty happiness, I'm still running after my light. And just like this journey painlessly, my heart shines, silently it fades. The blossoms drying at the heat of spring, just as dreams or desires, there's no depth to it, it all spills with lies and a scent of death. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/82623011

Para sonhadores solitários, desejos jamais serão realizados. E para esta mente raivosa, e este corpo dolorido, jamais haverão esperança. E tal como as flores que desabrocham ao luar, a serenidade encontra-se apenas em sonhos de morte. E a tua voz esmagada no abafar das minhas aflições ainda espalha o seu perfume. E o quão corrompido e mentiroso eu sou, para apenas destroçar esta ilusão que tento negar. Se ao cair do luar a minha última partida fosse contigo, talvez essa viesse a ser a minha salvação. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/81153188

Acting so naive, everything is but an act, spilling greed and lust. I've seen their tricks and their second nature painfully drained with splinters stabbed profoundly in their hearts. And once, someone told me that this world's colour would turn unbearable to the eyes of the awakened. And if only I could crush their dreams with my angered heart, I'd break them away with me. 16/09/20 img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/27186054

Não a muito tempo, antes do silêncio e da eternidade terem-te tomado. Havia uma chama que ardia dentro de ti, e ninguém melhor que tu soube o que foi permanência. Tu olhaste para o futuro com um sorriso doloroso, e a serenidade dos teus olhos enxergavam ofuscadamente as estrelas que brilhavam. O passado exuberante e as memórias que carregamos jamais serão esquecidos, nós somos agora os únicos que se lembram de ti. Esta é a minha oração, as palavras que desejo que te alcancem deste lado. E a amargura da morte vibra e ecoa com tristeza. Infelizmente, só podemos pujar para que estas palavras alcançem-te. Todavia, mesmo que desejemos escutar a tua voz outra vez apenas o vazio do eco é dolorosamente repercutido. Estes sentimentos de luto, e este amor imutável, jamais desaparecerão, jamais serão negados. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/48674186

Like birds whistling before the wind and flying above the clouds. I'm holding myself to dreams where the vastness of light blunts away the breeze. My heart's breaking the glassy dream I was trapped in. And bouncing notes play repressed roaring desires I betrayed. And repenting from illusions I fed and held with both my hands filled with disgust. The flowers blossom again, as my love flickers steadily along the breeze of spring, burning lushly ripples of my past features. info: Periwinkle and Myrtle are the same flower. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/84974755

Blowing up the pain, I'll drown this unreasonable way of living. For someone like me, happiness is not worthy. But still, to go on breathing, that's enough, isn't it? I'm not the devil, but if I were to be crushed,   there would still be hope for me. And if I were to die, would it be okay? To face such concept is not that easy. Loving and keeping on wishing for it is such a vulgar and hollow dream. It's outrageous how fake and oblivious they are, they don't love at all, all they do is lying. But then, why does healing a shallow wound take so much suffering? Although if I were to be forcefully ostracized, there would still be hope for me.   And before I realized that, it was carved into my mind. And could I ever be saved? Could this hateful heart ever be brought to light one day? Artwork: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/55083464

Frightening thoughts, I'm running from them as flashing past memories are resurfacing vividly again. They kept on lying, I selflessly embraced it, but our words were empty.   I'm tired of living on the edge of life as if everything's burning. My eyes relinquish, I'm afraid of being authentic, I don't want to fall again. I'm bleeding their words, I'm ruthlessly breaking their lies and my curse. I want to release myself from these nightmares and see beyond this cold reflection. I want to set everything on fire and unravel the truth. I'm tired of my denial. img: https://www.deviantart.com/nanomortis/art/Eclipse-699943148

The clock is ticking.  I can't stand still,  just like erupting comets,  I have to move on my own. Adventurer of time,  until life is over,  let's force ourselves,  there's no time to waste. With a shivering voice,  what we're searching for  has always been on earth. Demanding gold for foam  is just bait for the darkness.  Let's look ahead of ourselves  embracing this journey  with a sharp mind. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/84117952

There is no salvation, no hope, no love. We are all degenerates struggling to find light. Everything was meant to fall long ago. My struggle is to find the truth and shout out my voice. But oh dear, would you stay despite knowing we are all alone and love is shallow? Would you leave me in order to pursue something greater and meaningful? These wounds won't heal, my anger is unbearable, I want my cold heart to find its soil. We are all dead, but within our decay there is some beauty, some grace and mercy. We proliferate all blind and spread our poison. Everything is thoughtless we can't count on anyone. But oh dear, even if death kissed me, would our romance drown together, swirling down in the pits of lament? img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/31939288