The Devil's Poetry

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Blowing up the pain,
I'll drown
this unreasonable
way of living.

For someone like me,
happiness is not worthy.
But still, to go on breathing,
that's enough, isn't it?

I'm not the devil,
but if I were to be crushed,  
there would still be hope for me.

And if I were to die,
would it be okay?
To face such concept
is not that easy.

Loving and keeping on
wishing for it
is such a vulgar
and hollow dream.

It's outrageous
how fake and oblivious
they are, they don't love at all,
all they do is lying.

But then, why does healing
a shallow wound
take so much suffering?

Although if I were to be
forcefully ostracized,
there would still be hope for me.
 
And before I realized that,
it was carved into my mind.

And could I ever be saved?
Could this hateful heart
ever be brought to light one day?

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