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I'm so Sick

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Eu acreditei que iria desaparecer tal como a geada que derrete e é esquecida para a eternidade. Até o meu coração vazio que eu tinha perdido de vista implorava por algo esquecido. E eu fiquei farto de negar, e de esconder-me no conforto dos meus delírios. Mas se um dia eu alcançar esse desejo, que seja verdadeiro e eterno e queime com as minhas súplicas. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/71160243

you were erased

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As the future descends  in the powder of doubt,  you were blown away  to outer nothingness,  I knew this would happen. My mind turned blank.  And there is no depth  to that love anymore,  not even for you. Eventually, it'll resurface,  but empty as my thoughts,  clean as my shed tears,  and dirty as my heart. Looking afar at the emptiness  as everything left behind  burns away my prayers. And now it all sank  to the bottom of my anguish,  vanishing along those flowers.  This is so futile and lonely,  such as fate eroding in the void. img; https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/88602201

Sinking Nowhere

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These letters are my only solace, in their silence I find peace, within them I find myself. Dreams of another world where nothing exists and my quivering heart withers along spring. Take me away there, where your shadow and our words are meaningless. Even tears of love splutter in the sky, wavering our memories. Whispering farewell, regrading in nowhere, there is nothing here I wish to cherish anymore, if not my bygone prayers. img; https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80692018

Poisoning myself

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As everything disappears, I'm dwindling within my void, I don't feel anything more. Silently I grab the old you to wrap me in my misery as I poison myself I dreamt of you and burnt those memories again in the emptiness. I echo lonely in my corner feeling so miserable and frightened of soiled lies. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80707626

Along The Wind

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In this playful journey, I'm free to fly away, open my arms to eternity. Gazing blissfully at the sun rising, standing before an endless landscape as far as my eyes can reach. My bygone aspirations were watered down along with the past. “Je n'ai aucune raison d'être, mais tu sais, ça me va, pour moi ce n'est qu'un rêve.” And as my eyes close, so do my hands, I'm sinking away grasping some wind. I'll sever flesh from spirit, wandering lost where my tears were unrequited from “you”. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/82818849

Dwindling Eternity

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Look straight into my eyes and tell me there is nothing. Just like the sun stained in black, our words are hollow and meaningless. And as time goes on, smothering that dream. Everything dwindles, scratching the sky. Looking at the smoke muffling the stars. The cold wind stiffs our hearts. As this world decays with a withered wound. We step towards the end, just like our minds interlacing and wrapping in an eternal void. As long as we keep looking straight, we won't see beyond the sky and fly freely from reality's grasp. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/83465233