Detextor

An endless reflection dripped in black stain burns your name in my tears. They fell under my prayers winding away your frame I thought to be forgotten. Your lips I so desired were reflecting in my visions as those snowflakes melted with my tearful letters that bled silently in my heart. "Mais quand je fermerais mes yeux devant ta beauté éclatante je promets de t'aimer à jamais" Art borrowed from: Virgo | moss #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/53660611

If you had killed me in your dreams when I was whispering ecstatic at you, I'd have given you a smile of love and buried your sins as my own. But when eternity calls for me, I'll promise to never leave you and shed my tears all for you because these feelings I buried have always found their way to you. So I beg you to touch my heart because I can't take this anymore, this shady fate put in my hands will haunt me until my graveyard. Your voice blurring in the distance, I'm crying for it to find me. I'm desperate to feel your warmth and your lips kissing me to death. Art borrowed from: 羽化 | みずあそう #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/49919626

My heartbeat is changing, so don't interfere with me diluting my own dreams. The darkness of my heart and the light within it both seem to blend in with my broken love. As much as I cling to memories, my dying heart still belongs to you, but you wouldn't ever understand the feelings I'm having. I don't want to sink anymore. I don't want any more 500ml and passing out of exhaustion. I'm too tired of it all. I'm too tired of being sick. Can you hear my cry? Can you truly love me? And if I were to die, would you miss me? I don't think so! If I were to embrace you again, would it release and save me? And if I were to burn that landscape, then would that erase my pain? Art borrowed from: イスカ | UNF #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90421300

For you, I'd cross that bridge even if thorns sank in your heart, I'd foolishly forgive and kiss you. But even if I sacrificed myself, the loneliness deep within you wouldn't find anything but lies burst in your tearful memories. I turned back to gaze at your eyes, but my hands couldn't reach for you, and those flowers that bloomed died with the engraved beauty I had of you. And even in my dreams you tormented me as if you had cursed me with your image, and I couldn't erase your vain scent. Art borrowed from: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90175948

The man who ran into the forest found a woman holding a black book hiding secrets forgotten long ago. When an open eye told him the pleasures of sin, as smoke made him fall asleep, and the witch sucked him away into the void of her darkness. Then the fluids of sepia melted within her womb, giving birth to the devil and sinking the man's heart in the world of lost souls. img: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/89840782

I'll step forward and open my mind, but it's hard when you hate yourself because a heart that is broken and sick won't easily see past and through the pain. Pushing yourself is hard and painful, looking inside yourself takes courage and every fucking day seems an eternity to just find some peace of mind and soul. And living with yourself is a challenge, but only by accepting and allowing your heart to speak will you truly see past the negativity. We have to face ourselves and our demons. I know it's painful and being wrong hurts, but you have to let the pain out and bleed without being ashamed of your own feelings, showing your vulnerabilities is not a weakness. If you obscure who you really are and live in denial, then you'll only hurt everyone with your lies, recognizing your mistakes is the first great step to really love yourself and move on with life. And let me tell you, I'm going through a lot now, but at least I'm trying to put myself tog...