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"A Whisper Away"
I'm grieving your voice,
but my heart's already dead
in the lull of your embrace.
As I breathe, I'm being erased
craving the eternity you found
speechless as I stood in misery.
Harvesting your beauty,
I tumbled profoundly into the abyss
where my scars sear your tears.
21/10/21
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"Frail Truth"
A life blossomed in lies,
always wrong in its ways
chasing you in faint tears.
Within my hollow oath
there were all your prayers
dulling for futile dreams
shattered within our loath.
Now I'm this nothingness
spat in your ugliness
where I cry out speechless.
03/11/21
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"Mental Pain"
Breathing through frustrations
bubbling at each sunrise,
I can't pierce these dull illusions.
Cursing my flesh with wounds,
I reject any hope
as I crush over bonds.
Passionately, I smear your lips
digging them in my depravity,
as I asunder them in my weeps.
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"At The End of The World"
Looking away at the lost beauty,
the mist of this dark reality
has engulfed our bygone days
in shed tears of futility.
A broken mirror kissed
at the depths of death
has disregarded our call
and yearn to reach her breath.
Another lullaby sung in the fall,
but it's yet another pain
we're about to sink in vain
deep within us as we howl.
10/11/2021 // 20/11/2021
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【ๆฐธ้ ใซ】
Your name my heart has forgotten
is still bubbling in the countless memories,
mellow as your smile blazing before my eyes.
My quivering heart is now still,
and even against these vague odds,
I'm praying for your sight
to put my soul ablaze.
Even in my discolored tears
there lies my dead prayers
smoked in obsolete nothingness
and smeared in restlessness.
21/11/21 // 23/11/21
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"Blue"
Every day I call out for you,
but if I could ignite the stars,
then I'd be set free and fly off
from the loneliness of my heart.
But a loner who's good for nothing,
someone who has even lost their name
and doesn't reach out for this world's mercy.
Already lost sight of his heart
that's erased as much as snowflakes
that'll never melt into his dreams.
07/10/21 // 17/10/21
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"Trial"
Living by norms,
times went by, and we died
in poison shells,
we're so earnestly blind.
Dwelling in the hollow,
you can’t kiss me,
you swell shallow,
Just like your narrow heart.
Written in: 11/10/21
Artwork borrowed from: ๆฟใใฎๅคช้ฝๅใจๅ ฑใซ | KoinKoni:ใไปไบๅ้ไธญ #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/55885044
