No Sadness, No Nothing // Pre-Published Version

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These memories got twisted and dazed out,
tangled in the threshold of a cracked illusion
that my blank mind has woven and fazed out.

I want to crush and lose myself in love,
but what fueled my pain is now submerged,
so I delved for fool bait that'd get me merged
with those lies I used to poison myself.

As much as my past ideals had to wither,
I can no longer fit in them, even if I screamed,
I can't do anything but let myself slither.

Artwork borrowed from: 揺り篭は眠らない | 仮眠 #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/34925125

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