𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖔𝖘𝖊

- ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔬𝔰𝔢 -

My mind's bent and broken, 

I instigate my dreary heart in struggle, 

so all that's left of me may obliterate.

I'm still waiting for the night to fall, 

so my eyes may find its eternal glaze, 

and that all beauty may turn to dust.

I wander endlessly in this nightmare,

violated into burying myself in an accursed disclosure. 

Once I shift all this pain away, you'll embrace me, 

bearing my feverish wicked desires.

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- ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔰𝔠𝔞𝔭𝔢 -

Asleep in a dreamlike reality

overshadowed by inadequacy

disconnected from myself

Anxiety's overlooked

mind's rotten and dulled

heart's lost and deceived

I'm dead inside, empty, crawling over. 

My dark circles suck the world within, 

pulling in all the ugly I shoulder.

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- 𝔓𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢 𝔐𝔢 -

I've kept on waiting for your comfort, 

but I've come to sleep in the clouds, 

away in a place you won't ever touch me again. 

I held the knife against your guts, 

praying that you'd push it to the wind.

The way I mourned your silence destroyed me, but how come you had the courage to pull the trigger?

What comes off, comes back in strife, 

and I caught the city lights shutting down 

as if the worst of our nightmares 

had come to partake all the life 

that remained from our cool lips.