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You praise me, but why are you still coming after me? If you're alredy dead, broken in pieces, left dirty. Badmouthing about me, you all hate me, I know it! Don't be hypochrites, I can see it in your lips, such drooling smiles. Will I be a bit longer on here, will I have had left some good on you? The future will be even darker than the present, won't you come with your blissfull stupidity? I will lock myself in the closet and burn it until the wind takes my ashes away. I've seen enough, you can't fool me with your kind words, hanged interests! Unconciously we choose to slowly rot in our own candy rain world, stepped sweets. Your eyes are always sparkling the most scurvy of desires, then fry mine and eat them. As even if with a bitchy attitude it would help you get my attention, love is dirty! Willing to cling on such feelings is so disgusting, how can you all tear it always apart? Don't play with me, don't show me your thooth, they're ...

While you are still running away from reality I'm here screaming for freedom But yet you prefer to chew off your pains As always you're useless, scum Crying won't change anything Stop seeking for someones rightness You fucking piss me off, asshole Cutting yourself, how could you be so stupid? You disgust me, your pessimism and nihilism, suck it all up If I could I would ask you to wake up and face reality as it is Your wormness is drowning what's most cheerful for me You do not give me pity Forgotten into nowhere, is where you must lie I'll move on even broken, because life is still worth living Drunk day after day, are you apathetic Your pathetic behaviour will forever ashame me How could you fall in failure I'll kick your ribs and spit in your face, useless rat Letargic to the truth, hate won't realese you from yourself Monochromatic vision, anything will shine in your cold heart Do not avoid who you really are, it will only hurt yo...

Blue skies upon my mind Memories start to vanish and to sparkle from my chest I'm strugling to remember the words you've left me In the last letter you've written me My eyes try to look a step ahead But only a fog is there for me to embrace And now I'm trapped in my own disgrace Enduring the end of summer Autumn comes leaving me only with shapes of you Even so, I'm here standing by your side But my voice won't come out Only spiders come out as I try to tell you Feelings that are somewhere else Can't you notice the ghost of puppets I've become Your breath tingles in my neck and I freeze As I cry, why won´t you release me from my loneliness I was always calling for your name From the world of living, I try to tell the most warm feeling I nourish for you Now it's time for me to end this illusion I need to move forward, grow apart from you Until we meet again in the world of dead Artista: Ruuya(Pixiv/Deviantart) 20/06/2019 ...

Once, there was the most beautiful lullaby. And only happiness lied in everyone's heart. It was as if anyone could fly above the skies. And reach the peak of their lightness, nostalgia. That's where I want to be, my eternal dream. I only pray to be where all pain has gone. I want to reach the highest state of euphory. I only dream of your song resonating with my heart. It will be touched, as a white glass of light. I will release the despair sinked in my mind. And deliberately give birth to new colours. Never once seen or heard of in centuries. Out of my shallow mindset, I release my heart. And will break everything that's in my way. Because I'm still being an egotistical being. But wait until my struggle ends. And I break the glass of lies. Which is blinding everyone's heart. One day, a beautiful music sheet will be sung.

Por onde circulavas tu, por onde fluías, por tais respostas anseio. Mais consumido a cada dia, eu só quero alguma serenidade dentro de mim. A rotina parece uma batalha que a cada dia parece dificultar-se. Dias confinados numa paranóia, prisioneiro da minha mente. Tudo parece desvanecer, a cada ano tudo parece degradar-se. Verei eu um dia a luz, eu tenho palpitado com todo o meu coração. Por uma nova esperança, viver com todo o meu ser, não desaparecer. Mas um dia cederei ao perfume da tua elegante fragrância. Mas até lá, viverei com todo o meu ser, desesperado. Eu esconderei o meu rosto de mim próprio, forjarei um ego fictício. O barulho das cidades e das pessoas parece a cada hora mais poluente. Mas no entanto, o meu mais reprimido desejo reside fundo nos confins da minha agonia. Até quando terei que viver, vendo os dias a tornarem-se uma eternidade. Um nevoeiro ofuscante que já me desorienta há muito tempo, que penoso. Se assim for, apenas levarei o meu corpo á mais...

Born to follow Born to consent Born to be corrupted Born to die I won't swallow your garbash Better to get out of my way Before I break your damn face Did you hear me, trash? Brainwashing, I wonder why everyone follows the blind Cutting, this world is so hopeless, no god nor man can save us Hoping, this way we keep feeding the pain with illusion Consuming, there is no way back to our origins, fire in the abyss Hatred, this is the only path to be followed, we must follow blindly Generations of wasted energy, grabbing weapons for power We spread the disease in form of mercy and pity We live deceiving and destroying, despair to rub our bodies This is all so useless, meaningless and dirty I'm only begging to see this world in flames Born to be blind Born to be a sheep Born to reproduce Born to die I won't be part of your agenda I won't dirt myself for you I only whish you all to fall Did you ever have been afraid of dying? Even the most co...