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Mesmerising

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A sinister silence hums through my emptiness. I close my eyes so I can forget its humble disclosure. A new dawn flourishes its fragrant delicateness. I'm choking in this flimsy, futile endeavor. I'm turning into nothing as the wind ruffles that passion dissipating in forever. Obscure are the countless sparkles wavering in the monotonous upside-down portraits I had foreseen which are now incinerating. Artwork borrowed from: 和封 | 仮眠 #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/39662910

No Sadness, No Nothing // Pre-Published Version

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These memories got twisted and dazed out, tangled in the threshold of a cracked illusion that my blank mind has woven and fazed out. I want to crush and lose myself in love, but what fueled my pain is now submerged, so I delved for fool bait that'd get me merged with those lies I used to poison myself. As much as my past ideals had to wither, I can no longer fit in them, even if I screamed, I can't do anything but let myself slither. Artwork borrowed from: 揺り篭は眠らない | 仮眠 #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/34925125

No Sadness, No Nothing

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These memories got twisted and dazed out, tangled in the threshold of a cracked illusion that my blank mind has woven and fazed out. I want to be fooled in another love, but what fueled my pain has submerged. I rise and shine, and my mind's decorated, wandering somewhere where flowers bloom. I've had to let my past ideals wither away like a synapse floating inverted in the sea, I can't do anything but slither away. Artwork borrowed from: 揺り篭は眠らない | 仮 // https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/34925125

peace of mind

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I'm still holding on to those tactless days while gathering this empty and vague loneliness, it's uncertain how my heart has found quietness. I can still see you smiling from afar, but I'm departing on a long journey. I'll keep on going with my empty life, but I can't keep that promise I made you. This empty sadness is still filled with you, but now I'm living like a vague memory gently shining through the painless sorrow. Artwork borrowed from: 夏暁 | furi / ふーり #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/91951331

𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂

"𝓦𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓢𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓸" Past aspirations wither in smoke, bashfully turning into mold that love I cherished to invoke. Empty words, silent in the night intoxicating me in my trance, spacing out in the void of delight. White dreams melt soothingly as I kiss the tears you shed for delusions you took for granted. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ "𝓝𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓔𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰" I'm the remnants of your memories, an empty vessel in humble silence bouncing on its own despondencies. The colliding stars are still shining in an unrecognizable landscape, whereas you beautifully prevail, glittering. An overplayed voice hums through my dead heart, shackles of my screaming linger helplessly in this never-ending disclosing retort. In an exasperated answer I weep, I've let go of all the sorrow I desperately longed to submerge in my sleep. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ "𝓖𝓸𝓷𝓮" "Wow, it's been over a year since the pain has gone. I barely remember the past days, I'm just livi...