𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂
"𝓦𝓱𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓢𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓸"
Past aspirations wither in smoke,
bashfully turning into mold
that love I cherished to invoke.
Empty words, silent in the night
intoxicating me in my trance,
spacing out in the void of delight.
White dreams melt soothingly
as I kiss the tears you shed
for delusions you took for granted.
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"𝓝𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓔𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰"
I'm the remnants of your memories,
an empty vessel in humble silence
bouncing on its own despondencies.
The colliding stars are still shining
in an unrecognizable landscape,
whereas you beautifully prevail, glittering.
An overplayed voice hums through my dead heart,
shackles of my screaming linger helplessly
in this never-ending disclosing retort.
In an exasperated answer I weep,
I've let go of all the sorrow
I desperately longed to submerge in my sleep.
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"𝓖𝓸𝓷𝓮"
"Wow, it's been over a year
since the pain has gone.
I barely remember the past days,
I'm just living up to a vague present."
What had held me tight to this life?
What did I long to save so much?
Before I could tell I was still alive
down in my knees begging for salvation.
I didn't want to accept the answer,
all the pain I endured for years had gone,
I could no longer relate to whom I was.
The ice had melted, and I disappeared
before the falling wind of autumn,
even the tears I cried for you faded.
