Detextor

In a world where tomorrow doesn't exist, I squirm myself in a delirium, 5mg of SSRI's is my last opium as I tear myself apart to dust. I'm that crazy, so I'll dream of sucking life dry until there is no powder left for me to sprinkle around all the foolish slurs I'm laughing at. I'm that wasted, so I'll hit the sack like a poor thing who has never loved, shedding tears as I laugh at your dirty jokes. Artwork borrowed from: 寡欲＠しゅーず | catzz #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/102852101

- ℭ𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔬𝔰𝔢 - My mind's bent and broken,  I instigate my dreary heart in struggle,  so all that's left of me may obliterate. I'm still waiting for the night to fall,  so my eyes may find its eternal glaze,  and that all beauty may turn to dust. I wander endlessly in this nightmare, violated into burying myself in an accursed disclosure.  Once I shift all this pain away, you'll embrace me,  bearing my feverish wicked desires. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ - ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔰𝔠𝔞𝔭𝔢 - Asleep in a dreamlike reality overshadowed by inadequacy disconnected from myself Anxiety's overlooked mind's rotten and dulled heart's lost and deceived I'm dead inside, empty, crawling over.  My dark circles suck the world within,  pulling in all the ugly I shoulder. ══════•⊱✦⊰•══════ - 𝔓𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢 𝔐𝔢 - I've kept on waiting for your comfort,  but I've come to sleep in the clouds,  away in a place you won't ever touch me again.  I held the knife aga...

Lost in the silvery aftermath burns fondly my bygone memories blooming earnestly in primroses. I long for the old passionate days, I no longer can fathom this misery, my frail yet silent heartbeat still sways. An abrupt unchanged devotion still shrouds my eyes in tears as I scornfully sigh in dejection. Artwork borrowed from: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/100735132

Hidden in a pitch dark and cramped corner, I let out a faint sigh, so to woe life somewhere where tomorrow is no longer. I thought myself signed and sealed soon enough, I got mouldy and dusty, forgotten away in a sombre secrecy, yet my heart is still unfazed. My pale moonlight and lifeless face drenched in blood, disgust's inflicted, so I may art in my torment and disgrace. Artwork borrowed from: flower Ⅱ | Azuki #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/64663231

Life's a constant farewell, you're the last shining light  fluttering in a heart whose shell has broken ashore in its sheer strife. Scraps of pearls falter in misery, if only I could cherish but you to the very last note of our story. The hurt feeds the hatred,  uncountable scraps I had warped  so we could lavish in our demeaning bane  for existence is faint and vain. Artwork borrowed from: ゾンビは墓場でダンスする | ねもねこ #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/23951965

When darkness buries me beneath,  I feed my own flesh to mother earth  so grass may erase me in my bequeath. I unravel myself in her shadows  until I'm no longer corporeal  drowning in her cosmic enclosure. She cloaks my eyes with misery,  her chill voice steeps in as fire  so that her disparity may mercilessly weep on me. Artwork borrowed from: 茂み | Azuki #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/98969148

I turn over my memories to you, the one that has been left behind, I guess now nothing holds us back. The old days still sadden me for I no longer can hear you, so at nightfall this world darkens. As the strumming silence blends in, the ashes are blown with the wind, a very far whistle can still be heard. "I still remember you with a shallow and empty heartbeat" Artwork borrowed from: 昼寝覚めたら夜になった | catzz #pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/78375860